It really had not dawned on me that women did such things. My neighbor had
a girl friend, but he came to me to blow him. Suddenly I realized that
woman were competitors when it came to pleasing men orally.
“Shit yes! She give great head, or at least she does when she’s not
pregnant. She hasn’t been able to do it in the past couple of months. You
know how women get when they’re expecting, they start throwing up for the
least little reason. But, other than that I get head whenever I want it
and that’s pretty often. There’s nothing I like better’n a good hum job.”
Within the space of a couple of seconds my hopes were dashed and then
renewed. His wife blew him; he loved getting sucked; and now his wife
couldn’t blow him. Never one to miss a window of opportunity I just came
out and asked.
“Would you like me to blow you since your wife can’t? I do a really good
job.”
He looked stunned and didn’t say anything for a couple of minutes. I, of
course was hoping he was trying to figure out a place to go, but instead he
finally said, “listen kid, I’m not too much into the idea of having sex
with a guy. If that’s your thing, that’s cool with me, but I’m really not
too into it.”
I took this not to be a flat refusal. Not too into it, to me said that
maybe he could be a little into to it. So I said, just in case he wasn’t
clear on the point, “you don’t have to do anything to me, I’ll just suck
you ’til you come.”
“Yeah kid, I got the general idea, but like I said I’m not really cool with
the idea. Besides I don’t think your old man would be too happy with the
idea either and I really dig him. I wouldn’t want to do anything that would
make him unhappy.”
“Don’t worry I’d never mention it to dad. It could be our secret.”
I guess he was just trying to get me to end the conversation so he said,
“Well not today, but I’ll think about it.”
That did the trick. I dropped the subject and hoped for another day. That
night I jacked off three loads just thinking about Eric fucking my
face. Over the next few days I was relentless in my pursuit of him. I tried
to persuade him using every reason and argument I could think of, but it
didn’t seem as though I was getting any closer to getting what I wanted.
For his part, he was very nice to me. Though he always said no, he never
gave me a hard time, nor did he make me feel bad or inferior. Finally he
admitted that I was wearing him down. It seems like his wife had turned off
to sex almost totally and he was entering the perpetually horny zone. At
first I thought my lucky day had arrived, but he went on to explain his
point.
“A guy can only take so much temptation. I’m a hurtin’ unit in the sex
department and here you are asking me day in and day out if I want head. Of
course I do. Right now sex of any kind is starting to sound pretty good.
But I made a vow to my wife to be true to her and she made the same vow
back to me. I want her to keep her vows, no matter what happens, no matter
how horny she might get. I can’t break my vows to her and expect her to
keep hers. So if you really like me you’ll help me keep my vows. Please
don’t keep putting temptation in my path.
“I like you. I think you’re a cool kid, even if you like sucking dicks, but
I’m going to end up hating you if you are responsible for me doing
something I’ll always regret.”
What could I say? I promised to stop and I did. After that, though I
worked part time at the plant until I went away to college, I stayed out of
his way and said little more than hello when I ran into him at work. I
never propositioned him again.
After leaving for Boston University, I didn’t see him again, though I never
forgot him. In the ensuing 17 years I’ll bet I pumped out enough cum to
fill an Olympic sized swimming pool just thinking about sucking his cock.
Then about six months ago, my dad died. It was totally unexpected, a
massive coronary, out on the golf course. It was just the way he’d always
…End of the part2. To be continued..